in a new place, a new town, new credentials and the possibility of the Love of a Lifetime - doesn't seem all that bad. but to a self professed lonely agoraphobic gypsy soul; it is the biggest thing I have ever done by myself. years ago I moved a lot and even as I got older and had kids, I still moved more than I ever allowed myself to become settled - but then, i did it with tagalongs of some flavor. now, it is just me! yes, there is the promise of Love that spans greater than i could ever imagine - but letting go of the only stability that I have had a hold of in the last 8 months hurts pieces inside me that i didnt even know existed. it is a struggle of good vs evil, God vs everything but God, God vs myself, and Love vs impatience.i know the best idea is to be honest and say my true piece but that could mean that i might lose my friend forever. i like my friend. there are days i even love him.
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