Coffee, Yahtzee, & the Universe ...

ahh, this feels more tumblr*ish...  

my quest this mornin' was to find the best name for the day.  my first thought was flowers, my 2nd thought was backup right before the beginning of a perceived chaos(napi) the name spilled out from the big U, top of the list for top o' the mornin'.  

EmilY ~ she alone makes me Laugh.  

the choices to follow were:
Abigail, Ashley, Isabella, Grace, Sophia (Lauren - Briana), Natalie, Anna
Chloe, Ava.  Megan, Allison.  laughing inward & quietly @ Makayla
Paige & Savannah bringing up the rear, i mean end.   Not, the end.

Other names to begin my playing Yahtzee alone, drinkin' coffee w/too much cream, and reflecting winter homes in Vale and the maintenance that comes w/the territory were:

Zed, Cinderella, Sapphire  (a form of yra) - (a rhyming w/Lola) & Raelyn
Anson and one sounding like Rain yet a direct descendant of Einstein...
Peter, Keanu, Farren and Ebenezer
Fiona, the real Lola, & (one of those blues) i'mSure.
a pink, a brown, and a negro.
but, oh, the irony, of using the Universe as a "search tool" =
= Sea Star Heroine
= Pure Beauty & Evil
= Victory & Wisdom
= Determined Noble Nickname (giggLes w/confidence)
= Heaven: Gentle Roman God aka: Ancient Zabaglione Lord
= Destruction
= Dream / iLLusion
= Deer -  Snow
~                          ~                                ~                ~

Same list part Dos:
Lily, Faith, Zoe  and a trailer named Stephanie
Jenna Howell, Andrea Dupont'a'priest, Riley ALJ & Angelina
Today, 34 yrs ago, Kimberly was born (i know what 34yrs feels like)
Madyline w/an e
Mary, aka: a form of (yra)
Leah, the unsuspecting(shame on you for not heeding advice) mother of daughters
Lillian:  yesterday @ the F.market I met Alberta & Patricia Peterson(on 2nd thought maybe mrs. potter is not the great-white-spirit seamstress)
Michelle SLJ, Amanda, Sara(a fellow introvert, aka: hoarder of strawberry recipes), and Jordan
Gabrielle, Audrey, Autumn, and the party girl: Evelyn
Diana - who is here now!
Sierra opposed to Sienna
Erin & Amelia
and Claire
...
Scene two:  the Beast enters the room

                                                               ~ the End

STickY Note

Knowledge is power!! ~~
Long after the Abuser has left, or even if he is still hiding in the shadows...recovery can be painful and no-one can comprehend the amount of damage he inflicted. How could anyone understand if they hadnt even witnessed it...After all, to them, he was kind, polite and attentive to you! But you know the truth, you lived through it...Its a long process of reorganizing the chaos from jumbled emotions!!
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