* Sai WhaT
saying what i mean... here, there, & everywhere; mostly everywhere ELse
August 02, 2022
November 09, 2021
Fallin' in Love
with
someone who
has never been in love
the way
i could love them
if they
were wholly unbroken
September 14, 2021
9hrs of unAduLTerated sLeep
Clytii - Dorali - LoLiTa - Myndi - Nora - Sapphira - Savannah
CLYTII = Mythological water nymph who loved the sun god Helios. She was changed into a sunflower and now always turns her face toward the sun.
Dorali = Gift..
Lolita = Sorrow.
Myndi = Reference to the Virgin Mary.
Nora = Abbreviation of Eleanora 'light' and Honora 'honor. '.
Sapphira = Sapphire (gem); beautiful. Jewel. That relates or tells.
Savannah = From the open plain.
insomnia & i
have been bed buddies for approximately a year now.
but last night, i had almost 9 full hours of sensational slumber.
believing it to be attributed to my new heated blanket, woke up remembering the last thing i drank...
Green Tea w/Ginseng.
April 13, 2021
Unfortunately for me
i didn't write anything here.
however, i can say that I didn't Kiss anyone on NYE.
I was home by 930pm.
sometimes B Louis confuses me.
but now, FFwd to April 13, 2021 = things are progressing quietly, yet yummy.
December 18, 2020
day one: blackness mixed with Sunshine. 1694 extra pix, sent from Universe. Busted!! ................ family time, Eyes for completion of thought coupled with 'are you really here?" Little black dresses & muck boots. Revisiting honeyBeeXe. Methodical, strong, agony & attentive. Chivalry is Not dead. Alone time. Your Jewel works like mine. Story for another day aka: Promise of Tomorrow. Told story for both oldest and youngest. Youngest, "Santa Claus, huh?" Those eyes!
day two: realizing BGT set me up for ability to listen over and again.
day three: butterflies. Trying to remember I'm only here for Healing x 2.
day four: accidental touch or not?
day five: short-lived due to dysfunctional greedy family members
Healing is Hard!
November 29, 2020
Thanksgiving
Thanks for giving...
Giving of Thanks.
November 06, 2020
'RonaVirus lingering
Officially
I'm over The-Virus.
however, this
Insomnia byproduct is slowly workin' itself out.
At least now
I'm able to fall asleep and
have a few hours of slumber
before waking in the middle of the night.
Hence this early morning
out of nowhere post. 'need 2 post'.
May 16, 2020
UniversaL DeaLings
i offered Bunny's "great idea" in 2016
and today there have been multiple Tornado Warnings!
universally speaking, U work fast!
May 15, 2020
BLueBerrY Reunion
March 05, 2020
February 04, 2020
Five months down...
- met barley
- met Fallon
- regained some independence
- ate lots of cheddar peppers
- drank lots of ddp
- began operation::: split19
- cadence moved my boxes
- bought a puppy
- said final goodbye to Emmer
- closure with Barley
- lost Andrew Shawn
- lost Cadence
- lost puppy
- left for good
- kinky grapefruit
- cowboys galore
- besties
- 🍉
- o watt a feeling dancing on the ceiling...
- intrepidation
- introvert
- intuition
- intelligence
- intriguing
- infraction
- & intermittent coddling
- Koontz
- dead people
- above average bear
- role-play
- Judson road
- quiet strangers
- pits, curs, labs
- music and...
September 13, 2019
Forgets to Remember
but you forget.
then when you want to remember
you realize
you forgot!
something about don't put off til tomorrow what you can do today.
day of the day
to write down
what you
want
to remember. ...
starts like this:
up early, as usual.
let puppies out
didn't feed Emmer.
computed
wrote down money ideas
on front porch.
well, not on the porch but while sitting there.
threw out bags into truck.
took nap.
i remember arguing with self
throughout entire dream
of how you were gonna be
in so much trouble
cuz you took a nap.
cuz you were not fulfilling the masters' list of duties
for you.
strangely you slept for 3 hrs.
puppies out again.
fed Emmer.
was happy the chicken
had been in sink for hours
its currently baking 425*
is still funny about the fat bombs & Xylitol.
define poise!
June 06, 2019
Direct Massage
June 03, 2019
OMG, how Stupid ...
After almost 25 yrs of internet scams, why are there so many people whom are still believing that there is some sort of innocence factor to the inter-webs? And the news, do you people not pay attention to the live-streaming-media.?
If you think you are talking to someone, especially some much younger, and you think you're going to get a tit4Atat, so to speak... you are being scammed and in older/younger series, you are most likely talking to a federal agent!...
what a freaking bunch of numskull loser morons, you are!
May 23, 2019
Four Days in a Row...
Coffee
Guns
Hogs
Juice
Machines
Presence
Presents
Quests
Solutions
Tech
Velocity
Zzz's
April 11, 2019
You Win Universe
*mucking around in thought* with Howard Mitchell Hawthorne VIII ... we contemplate the job coupled with the duties, which sends me to a compilation of conversation with HamChunk... within this parley of reflection HamChunk and I cover millions of $$ of financial obligation!!
take a few steps back into last night, as I was taking control of the Texas A&M downy comforter, I came across my tried & true Universe-seeker-meditational-book... the same book where its Words of Wisdom sealed the deal during Operation: almost-Savannah White-Truck Life-changer Expedition...
step back into current Time(minus the HourGlass built to perfection by the deepest darkest Chocolatier of all time); and the title for today from the book = Financial Goals.
March 22, 2019
One Year Later
but not mine.
i think this is cuz you were a much better gf than you were a f.
February 28, 2019
January 27, 2019
January 26, 2019
January 17, 2019
What I have Learned about ...
Apples make me belch.
Apple Cider Vinegar does not.
Onions make me belch.
Raw Honey does not.
Day Four - Every night I eat Sauerkraut & homemade dogs. Sometimes onions.
Dessert is a hotel-cup full of Blackberries & Cranberries w.fresh squeezed Lemon.
January 13, 2019
speakin' of Tornado ALLeY
J. Ray, didn't have a dog in the fight.
i was disappointed you didn't make the trip.
i guess, it's up to the CIA now!
56) FBI agents will be working without pay as of Jan. 11. The FBI Agents Association says the shutdown will hamper recruiting efforts.
January 12, 2019
Dreaming @ Gene's
i had BK original chick-sandwich. and fish-fries.
unsweetened Tea w/crushed ice.
i Love this PLace.
doc appointment on Monday.
"they" say, Gastroparesis usually only happens in T1D patients. Obviously, i like to break all the molds.
Speakin' of molds...
Today is the first day where I haven't Belched my head off...
blood sugars were 77 & 76, this morning. i slept til 15mins to eleven... then again til almost 2p.
after the day, no meds(as a test), chick sandwich, fries, and a mini ice-cream sandwich(all bad)... BS=321. OMG!!
only pain i currently have is my R. elbow!
oh and the DREAMING...
movin' to Tornado Alley
October 10, 2018
magic
this phone turns on and it was 12:17 midnight...
i was listening to Kutless - That's What Faith Can Do!!
then i couldn't put a meaning to the moment.
time changed to 12:18. volume was 52.
today, now being 10.10.18
so, maybe a Christmas Gift!